I Was Doing My Best but Still I'm Regretting it All ...!

After Lying to Myself Saying I'm Fine Now...

I think I just an unworthy jot in this universe, a garbage, an excessive baggage; shouldn't have will of its own; shouldn't be taken seriously.

I'M DEFECTIVE, WORTHLESS & WEAK.

There no point in trying, i can't make it work, NO; it simply never'll work Ever.

I'm always on the wrong side of everything.

I'm truly far imperfect, far worthless and useful even to this day. I thought I have already changed at some point. But, to my surprise I'm still the stupid person I was; the coward person I was. Nothing has changed. Nothing! As long I'm me nothing good will come out of it. I'll always be a failure.

How I wished I could undo everything...

It's too late now! I've given up any hope I have left. I've given up any faith I have in myself. I'm truly am unneeded and unwanted existences.

My existence worth Nothing!
I should just Go to hell....