Yesterday, today and tomorrow, hence hereafter will always be a bad omen for me. Why do I still keep on holding to this fragile and desperate live. Everything that I've done always seem like a mistakes... Every step I take and every decision and action I've choose so far always seem to be the wrong and worst path ever. Why can't I be happy? Do I exist for no reason in this world? Do I live to go to hell? Why, why, why.....
I've just wanna be others, but my life and luck sucks, I've live for nothing! I'm always afraid and unease. If only I can rip this feelings may be I live a better live. Should I stop being alive? It seems that i'm cursed every single second I've spent on this planet.
Where should I'll be? What should I do? I hate being afraid of everything. I'm afraid of myself, I'm afraid of people around me, thus I'm afraid that I can't get a grip on myself anymore. Am I really and badly cursed! Damn!
