Friday, October 23, 2015
Friday, July 31, 2015
Envious and Regret
As I live my daily life, I've sometimes feel so lonely.
But, as far as time goes by, nothing will change much for me since I was imprinted this way my whole existence.
"Can I truly be good?" or "Can I truly be evil", I've often asked myself these questions to myself.
I'm more of a body without decision, without principle; without nothing! I've always just being a follower all along. I tag along, I play along, I belittle myself and I withstand everything in the deepest core of my soul.
I don't want to be hated, I don't know what to do even if I'm being used; I was truly happy at times.
I'm aging, I became envious of others' life and also regretting everything that I've failed myself in the past.
Its truly too late to be on my toes. All I can do now is trying to at least full-fill one wish of mine. As long as I can do that, at least it is not in vain; the fact that I'm here today!
But, as far as time goes by, nothing will change much for me since I was imprinted this way my whole existence.
"Can I truly be good?" or "Can I truly be evil", I've often asked myself these questions to myself.
I'm more of a body without decision, without principle; without nothing! I've always just being a follower all along. I tag along, I play along, I belittle myself and I withstand everything in the deepest core of my soul.
I don't want to be hated, I don't know what to do even if I'm being used; I was truly happy at times.
I'm aging, I became envious of others' life and also regretting everything that I've failed myself in the past.
Its truly too late to be on my toes. All I can do now is trying to at least full-fill one wish of mine. As long as I can do that, at least it is not in vain; the fact that I'm here today!
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